Transience

There she sat all alone by the window In her diary, she confides her sorrows There was no happiness she could borrow Why is this little soul crying? Could it be that her hopes are dying? She sees blood on her doorstep every day She is so sad that there are no words that she could say Ashes flew in the breeze, the aftermath of an explosion Like a world viewed with distortion, War pollutes the Earth, killing all its inhabitants Why can't we live in peace without aggravation? We could spare several lives from weeping And those people that they love would still be living Would'nt the world be a better place without the killing?

I did not get into any Sekolah Berasrama Penuh. I checked at this URL http://apps.emoe.gov.my/sbp2005/status_tingkatan_1.cfm . I am not that disappointed but my parents were a bit disappointed - basically they try to get me out of the house ;-) . Ha..hahaha... My Pa was SMSTMFP alumnae and he did try submitting application thru the Pengetua. And, my Mum was SSP alumnae and she also tried to get me into SSP. Well, both of them failed... Whooo hooo.. I wish my Papa would spends less time on alumni work. My Mum is not active in Alumni but try to help the needy students at SSP by contributing to their scholarship fund. Hey Mum and Pa, the money should be better spent on me and my younger siblings - I have 4 siblings who need money, you know!. p/s: From my search, only one kid from my school got into SBP at SMS Kuala Selangor.