Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Sejenak Daku Terfikir...[hmm..]..

Jauh kuberjalan menyusuri sungai berliku
Langkah demi langkah kujangkaukan
Hati bersenandung girang menyanyikan lagu syahdu
Segala keresahan kulupakan

'Pabila sejenak kuterfikir,
Kusedari..dimanakah aku?
Ke hulu? Atau pun ke hilir?
Ke manakah arah yang ku tuju?..sejauh manakah perjalananku?

Tanpa petunjuk, kusesat
Tiada peta, tiada petanda
Terpadamlah semangat
Terputuslah asa

Itulah gunanya matlamat
Janganlah membabi buta sahaja, nanti hidup tak berkat
Bila dah 'panic' tu mulalah gamat
Sajak ni pun dah nak tamat, apa hok kawe' pesan tu mestilah ingat!

-ditujukan khas for my brother:-)-

Monday, December 26, 2005

My Happy Ending

I've been planning to write my stories for ages, but I haven't got around to writing it. I'm brimming with plots and ideas, but it was all wasted as time goes by. For now, I'm only going to blog in small excerpts of my stories. Here goes...

Sam Sylvester was not alone as he thought..there were others..just like him..
"whoa..you guys are psychics too.."
- Sam-
With a band of other 'psychics' Sam seeks out revenge on whoever who has wronged them. Unfortunately, one of their plans back-fired and they accidentally killed their discipline teacher!
"Uh-oh..we're in serious trouble.."

Too cliche'd? Hmm..how about this?

Kitty was an ordinary girl-NOT!-actually she lives with two mentally impaired brothers. One was paranoid and the other was schizophrenic. Not only that, her depressed grave-digging widower dad was showing signs of physical breakdown due to his lung cancer. Could things actually get worse than that? One day came a new exchange student named Lysander Rooke who won her heart. After their first date, she finds herself in an unknown house with a strange woman proclaiming to be Kitty's mother. The bizzare fact is that Mrs. Fuego was already dead! Who was that woman? Is Kitty really losing her mind?

That's all for now. More to come. Ardios!


Muahhaha! I've always been a controversial kid at school. You can say that they most probably labeled me 'americanized' lah kot because of my accent and fluent English[tak semestinya I don't accept that I am a Malay]. I'm not sure what do these people have against the English language or Westerners. This is definitely an issue which I feel strongly about. Racism. I bet most parents have had implanted a negative image about the Westerners in their children's minds. Not to say that I'm supporting the Americans at a 100%, but has our country actually taken an initiative to develop our own country in the past let alone travel the world to discover new places? If the British had not invaded Malaysia, we wouldn't have been exposed to their technology. Sarawak would have probably still be under Brunei's reign. There is the good and the bad of the English[I don't mean the language, I mean the people] invasion. We still needed help with the foreigners and what not with some of the construction and research. There, and we call ourselves an independent nation? Obviously we still depended on the foreigners in our development. Why should we depend on them if we can do it ourselves? But the problem is that we do not take the initiative to challenge ourselves to reach out further. Our people is too close minded to ever do such a thing. Jahat-jahat orang US pun, diorang punya nilai murni tu contohilah, jadikan teladan. In addition here, I'd like to add a famous quote from Albert Einstein (one of the most fascinating guys of History. His brain is slightly bigger than the average human, but I don't wanna talk about him. For more info, search the net, via Google, the most recommended search engine, like, d-uh!) , "Our mind is like a parachute, if it is not open, it won't work". So, you see? Hah! You take what is good, not to say that we should follow their exact culture. Come on, where is the Malaysia Boleh spirit, man? So sekarang ni I just want to type in my opinion je, kalau terkasar tu mintak maafla bebanyak! Sekian.

New Year, New Resolutions

Well, it's been a long time since I've updated my blog. I've been really busy with school affairs to bother. [hehe.. actually I just lepak-lepak and then I realized that dah nak habis cuti sekolah so I have to updatelah jugak camne pun sebab nanti tokleh doh..huhu] So far no comment 'bout my school holidays. As usual, killing time with napping and playing[typical makan- tidor routinelah!]
I don't know 'bout other people though. When I get back to school I'm gonna spread my wings once more and embrace a shedload more of homework. [fuuh...] Takpe I'm aiming higher this year, a little hardwork goes a long way..[p/s:thank God! woohoo! I'm number 1 in my form this year! not bad for a fourth-intake student, huh? Well, that's enough bragging for one entry!]

December 26 2005..one year after the tsunami tragedy..I offer my sincerest condolences to the victims of the terrible wave..


Savage waters grasped my knees
Hindering my mobility
Soon was I found swept away by such monstrosity
A force so powerful that I could see
Upon its presence mortals flee

There I was, like a fragile leaf tossed by a gail
I struggled to break free, but to no avail
I cried for help
Alas I choked out no more than a yelp
I was no swimmer, oh if only I were a whale

No one came to my rescue,
Much to my sorrow
Now I wonder.. if I could still live through tomorrow

Well, actually I have no idea how to end this poem properly. An inspiration comes along once in a while you know and I hardly have any access to the net at school. So this is how my latest poem ends-very tragic!. [:*<] As long as there is still hope to live, don't give up. For those who suffered a great loss, good luck in rebuilding your lives.

Dahlah! I don't know what else to blog, I'll end it here lah dulu. Nanti bila ada apa-apa lagi, type lagi. Apa susah? Till then, auvoir!