What Nurul Kamilah Means
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
you're yes then you're no
you're in then you're out
you're up then you're down"
-Hot n' Cold, Katy Perry-
Ever get that feeling when you're coming down with fever?
Tomorrow's the last day of school before I go back, aww, mann...
This is what happens when you do homework in front of the computer
The first 5 minutes: "look, Ma. I'm doin' my homework."
The next minute: clattering away on the keyboard..like what i'm doing now. This picture was taken at exactly 10 minutes befor I am here in this seat, right at this very moment.
Then, Mama would come and say, "I told you so"
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Monday, August 18, 2008
Saya tidak mahu melihat bangsa saya porak peranda..
Saya kebetulan ada terbaca tabloid dalam satu surat khabar tentang seorang artis tempatan (Melayu ler) yang 'tersalah masukkan' gambar dia bercumbuan dengan pakwe dia di kolam renang di laman web.
Maka tersebarlah gambar itu, dan mungkin juga 'mangsa' terbabit itu dikecam teruklah agaknya. Persoalannya, adakah tabloid itu sebenarnya disiarkan agar si mangsa itu dapat memberi penjelasan kepada orang ramai?
tetapi, dia bukannya difitnah pun. Dia sendiri yang mengaku yang dia buat salah.
Dan apa perlunya dia meminta maaf kepada orang ramai? Apa gunanya? sepatutnya dia memohon maaf dengan Yang Maha Esa.
saya tahu, saya sedar, saya pun bukan orang yang sempurna, saya juga ada terkhilaf dengan-Nya, dan saya tidak layak untuk bergelar ustazah.
tetapi, sebagai seorang Melayu, seorang Muslimah, saya ada maruah, saya ada rasional.
dah buat salah tu, mengaku jelah. Ini nak merayu-rayu supaya orang tak kecam teruk-teruk. BAnyak cantiklah...
Dah pandai nak buat perkara tak senonoh in the first place tu, terima jelah akibat die. Setiap perkara dalam dunia ini pun ada sebab dan akibat.
Lepas tu, pandai pulak bagi alasan macam-macam.
"saya tidak berbogel pun"
"perkara biasa je sebab kawan-kawan saya pun buat jugak"
"saya remaja, nak rasa indahnya bercinta"
dah buat salah tu, cuba betulkan. tebus balik dengan buat perkara yang memberi faqedah kepada diri sendiri dan orang lain. bertaubat ke.
kesimpulan: Jadi apa mesej yang sebenarnya ingin disampaikan melalui tabloid tersebut?
takut ada orang salah tafsir bahawa perkara bercumbuan dengan teman lelaki itu perkara biasa dan dihalalkan kerana menjadi norma masyarakat.
yelah, zaman kan dah berubah..
Sunday, August 17, 2008
and maybe Dr M can put it in better words,
but I feel REALLY SAD for Malaysia. Though we are not at war, but we are not at peace either..
where is the credibility of a leader that we need?
does anyone ever fulfill their promise anymore?
even if they do make promises, it just seems too good to be true if you weigh out the economics.
betul ke Anwar boleh turunkan harga minyak dengan keadaan kegawatan ekonomi sedunia ni?
are we game enough to let him have the hot seat to let him 'fulfill his promise'?
and then, where is Pak Lah??
tiba2 plak dah senyap. As if he doesn't have any say in this.
who is to take on the responsibility? who is still capabe of keeping us all..still.. safe?
long one there
I don't care if any of those ISA people come across the previous post
they can arrest me all they want
but i can swear that I did it not with the NIAT to defame anyone
its just to share a personal opinion on the SADDENING conditions of our people, especially MALAYS
another issue I came across in the paper, gosh..it has been that long since I belek the paper??
anyways, there's one about the Khalid dude who said that UiTM should ope its doors to 10% non-bumi
well, hellooooo........ Melayu ni dah lupa ke??
what MARA is actually for??
I thought the deal was that we longgarkan the syarat kerakyatan and MAlays get the MARA aid??
that's already a fare enough deal considering that the economic scene is mostly dominated by non-bumis
hey, lookie here.. does our country has a dasar pembersihan ethnic? I don't think so. Everyone is promised freedom as long as they abide to the rules and unite for the better of the country.
everybody should just mind their own business and it is MARA who is to mind the MALAYS' business.
okay, maybe the NEP is outdated and the MALays don't have to depend on it anymore.
so, the message here is that for all you MAlays out there, OPEN UP YOUR EYES!!!
we are so not going to be anak dagang di bumi sendiri..
its our land and it should be us who is in control of the economy not just by the keistimewaan that is termaktub in the perlembagaan,(although I do think that if we supposedly have a 'new governemnt', that is bound to change in just a bit..who knows? we could be converting to a republic in just a bit for all who knows..)
but by our own sweat and blood
tanah tumpahnya darahku?
it does'nt have to be a warfield to tumpahkan darah for your country!
there's also a recent issue about artists snogging each other frequently reported in newspapers and others proclaiming that they're not sex symbols..and they're all MALAYS..okay, maybe kacukan MALAYs, but still..
and then must I remind you of our Sejarah (again!)
why did the Kedah Sultanate fall into British hands?
well, wasn't Sultan Muhammad Jiwa's decision to crown Raja Abdullah as Raja Muda. and then what happens? if all you people can remember..
the other bangsawans and pembesars didn't agree right?
so, what did they do?
diorang panggil kroni2 diorang (ie. the orang Bugis) to help them get their way..
and then, succumbing to mounting pressure, si Sultan Abdullah pun mintak bantuan 'member' baru dia, Francis Light.
see where this is going? see the chronology of the Malay downfall?
in the end, Kedah pun tak dapat diselamatkan daripada serangan Siam, and not long after that Raja Abdullah yang ambik alih tampk kepimpinan tu pun tewas di tangan SHTI.
sedih kan? and the same thing happens to Negeri Sembilan, etc., etc.
semuanya punca pertelingkahan sesama saudara jugak kan?
kenapa kerajaan Islam Turki boleh runtuh?
sebab Muslim membunuh saudara Muslim sendiri and pemimpin lupa daratan.
orang Barat tak payah pun bersusah payah kan?
syaitan pun tak payah susah2 nak goda kan? sebab manusia dah memang memakan diri sendiri dengan KEBODOHAN masing2.
people. focus on the main agenda. orang lain tengah tunggu masa je nak melahap negara kita.
Takkan nak terhantuk dulu baru nak tengadah??
wake up!wake up!wake up!
hurmm, I was flipping through the newspaper today, and the sensational issue for the moment happens to be...
1) the Permatang Pauh elections
2) Shaiful sodomy
3)...(damn! if only i had written this post on the 'heat of the moment!)
knpla BENGAP sgt org Melayu ni??
no offense intended, but sometimes, you've just got to admit your mistakes and FIX IT instead of BICKERING over it for a loooong period of time
on the sodomy case..
Dr. M said: Anwar should prove his innocence
Wan Azizah and Nik Aziz said: it is wrong to swear by holding the Quran because it is like mimicking the Christianns swearing on the Bible. Saiful's act to swear on the Quran is an act of defaming Anwar
what is the reality here?
to those readers out there..is it actually WRONg to swear one's innocence upon the Quran??
even so, why is Anwar averting the truth by depending on his supporters to justify himself?
even if it is a conspiracy to 'fitnah' Anwar, why is he not taking any initiative of his own to clear his name and just make sweeping statements of his innocence?
Does he have that much confidence in his 'fans' support?
I'm currently not supporting anyone in this case, but isn't it fishy about how things are actually getting on in the Malaysian political scene?
I definitely can't trust anyone now..
and that brings me to the Permatang Pauh elections..
the media can deny all they want, but people did get hurt
well, not all, but there were some
and flipping through the paper
they did report of some name-calling and jeering among the supporters
now, is that an ethical way of doing things?
what the hell is wrong with you people??????????
if I could recall my f3 Sejarah,
wasn't the first election to unite all people to decide on the government that is good for our people?
why is it that in this current scenario, it seems so much that much of our people's unity has been fragmented?
and all that jeering is definitely not the way to do it. And from a recent report, an NSTP photographer was badly injured due to an..err.. assault by.. people..?
we are not a war-torn country like, the most recent GEorgia; we are not colonised, so what's with the 'demonstrations'??
and if I could recall, wasn't Malaysia one of the few countries that gained independence through peaceful negotiations?
takkanlah untuk election pun nak bgaduh sesama sendiri? takkanlah tak boleh nak settle sendiri masalah tu cepat-cepat? ini nak berlarut panjang2 macamla semua orang ada masa nak ambil kisah pasal hal peribadi dia
shame on you!!
Friday, August 15, 2008
Thursday, August 14, 2008
In short, it went on from the 27th until Aug 2nd, in conjunction with English Week. The finals was held on the 8th at the SAc.
All in all, I was satisfied because it actually worked out despite everything. Pity I didn't have a camera to do any recording at that time.
at least, I can say that there is actually still hope for next year's debate team.
here's what went out through out the debate:
I can't really recall in detail, but basically, the motions for each debate were as follows...
Round 1: THBT Beauty Is Better Than Brains
Round 2: THBT Fast Food Should Not Be Banned
Round 3: THBT Girls Should Play Football
Round 4: THBT Hand phones Are Better Than Computers
Round 5: THBT Homework Should Be Reduced
THBT Reality TV Shows Must Be Banned
In the finals, it was 1 Lambda as Gov and 1 Beta as Opp.
Even though Lambda had a track record of 4/4 wins, against the odds, 1 Beta showed a more consistent performance than 1 Lambda on that day.
Okay, so the participation was only among Form 1 students, but you'll have to forsake the ill-spirit of Faris..(sigh)