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Butterflies

Yeah, it has been a long time since I posted photos, actually, malas nak upload and the layout also tak menyelerakan, but haven't the time to change it yet. Got my hands full lately.

The worry bug has hit me again. I haven't fill in the UPU yet, neither shell or whatnot, and these people have been talking about JPA or MARA? What do I do? What course should I take? Some of them asked my opinion.

Of course, I've been hearing a wide array of dates for the release of the SPM results.

I was also thinking about Biomedical Engineering. It's a new course, and not some conventional choice like doctor, accuntant, lawyer, architect,  was really wondering about job prospects and I just can't wait to start learning, see how tough it is and see how I cope with it. Yes, I can drive myself mad with studies again, which is actually a more comforting thought than slacking around, thinking about nonsense and letting your brain rot.

The future seems so uncertain, the result, the interview, the course, the graduating, the job, and life after that...I still can't imagine what it would be like, but hopefully, I have the correct guide in the path of life.

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